This
course felt like graduate school.
I
am weary with the kind of satisfaction one only gets from a job well done. I still
cannot believe all that I have learned in the last five weeks about things I
knew a lot about but didn’t know what it was that I knew and things that I
thought I knew a lot about but didn’t really know nearly as much as I thought I
knew. If you can understand that last sentence, you’ve probably taken this
course at some point in your life. Fortunately, one of my classmates said it a
whole lot better than that in his blog. Before we all had our brains stirred like
so much tapioca, Travis Patocka wrote the following:
What
I did know, however, was that as an educator you need to always take a step back
from your work, your curriculum and assess your student learning to see if your
instruction was effective. If something wasn't
working out, it is your responsibility to initiate change. I would look at the issue, whether it was students
not understanding some particular concept, or something with higher stakes such
as a class not meeting its' average yearly progress or AYP, on standardized tests
and would create some plan of attack to implement change.
As I
started reading the two texts from my graduate studies class through Lamar University,
EDLD 5301, I received a formal introduction to administrative inquiry and action
research. What I have been learning from
my readings is that the whole time that I have been making decisions about my school
curriculum or how to address issues that were popping up in my classes that I had
been following a basic form of an action plan… (Patocka, 2012, para. 1-2)
Mr. Patocka has been a
sounding board for me throughout the course, and his eloquence in this early
blog post said volumes. Action research is what we, as caring and devoted
educators, do naturally. We do it because it is right and proper and how one
solves problems in ways that engender lasting effects that enhance student
growth. I don’t think any of us really knew that that was what we’ve been
doing. And I know that I, for one, never stopped to imagine that I should
document my work in the way we’ve been taught to do here, to formulate the
ideas and discoveries in such a way that others might benefit from it in the
future. Now we know better, and I look
forward to all the fruit I know my project will bear.
Another
very interesting part of the course was the video interviews we had to watch
during the second week. I learned a lot from individuals who have taken the
road upon which my classmates and I now travel, learned from it, and arrived at
some of the potential ends of it. I especially, as I reflect on action research
both as a concept and as an implement of change in my own life, find an echo of
Dr. Chargois’s eloquent statement describing the purpose that should be behind
all of the research that we, as principal-researchers, carry out: “Is it going
to help us increase student performance?” (Interview 2: Dr. Timothy
Chargois). If our work is not aimed at
increasing student performance, then it is for glory or some other reason that
has as much to do with reality as magic has to do with science. We all have a
single goal in our business – to teach children. If our research is not pointed
at finding better and better ways of doing that, then we are doing it for the
wrong reasons and need to find a new and more appropriate line of work. I, for
one, will keep that question in the back of my mind like a mantra for the rest
of my career. For every change I hope to
implement, for every problem and solution I envision, I will be sure to ask
whether it is “going to help us increase student performance”. At the end of the day, after all, nothing else
is of any consequence whatsoever.
A
third notion from the course that I will endeavor to maintain in my career is
the idea of the Force Field Analysis. I
will try, when I begin to see a problem in my environment and that problem is
coming into focus, to remember “that bringing about change begins with
understanding the circumstances surrounding the needed change” (Harris et al.,
2010, p. 94). We too often dive into a good idea without fully realizing all
that might be at stake, and all that might bring that good idea to a negative
end. By using Lewin’s Force Field
Analysis method, we are sure to place our theories, hypotheses, and supposed solutions
in the proper context with the awareness of the needs and pitfalls determined
by and inherent in the environment in which we are working. When I applied the Force Field Analysis to my
own Action Research Project, I was astounded at all of the vectors I hadn’t
even imagined. I was surprised at all the things I would need to keep track of
through my reflections and the potential directions in which the research could
eventually take me. In short, this
analysis was illuminating at a moment when I thought that I was staring at the
very sun. It is not until the lights
come on, sometimes, that we realize we have been standing in a very dim room,
indeed.
In
short, these three moments in the course have given me more pause and fodder
for reflection than I may ever know since each one, in its way, promises to
keep me humble and searching for the rest of my career. Mr. Patocka and the rest of our classmates
will keep moving me forward and pointing me in the right direction through
their blogs and through their responses to mine. Dr. Chargois’s words will keep
me steady and dedicated to the children for whom we all give everything we can
every day we can do it. And Mr. Lewin’s
method for analyzing change and sustaining improvement will guide me to the
level of knowledge I will always need in those moments when I feel that I have
discovered everything that I need to know.
These three drops in the bucket of work that the course demanded are but
bright lights in a swirling sea of stars. I have learned more in five weeks
than I have in full semester courses in the past, and while I hope that the
courses to come will be somewhat less demanding, I wish this only so that my
action research project does not suffer too much loss of my attention. For now
that I know how to do what I must, I must move forward and do it, posthaste.
References
Harris, S., Edmonson,
S., & Combs, J. P. (2010). Examining
what we do to improve our schools: 8 steps from analysis to action.
Larchmont, NY: Eye on Education.
Interview 2: Dr.
Timothy Chargois [Video file]. Retrieved from https://luonline.blackboard.com/ webapps/portal/frameset.jsp?tab_tab_group_id=_2_1&url=%2Fwebapps%2Fblackboard%2Fexecute%2Flauncher%3Ftype%3DCourse%26id%3D_51546_1%26url%3D
Patocka, Travis.
(2012, October 8). [Web log post]. Retrieved from http://travispatocka.blogspot.com/2012/10/24-hours-ago-i-knew-absolutely-nothing_8.html